
Pantoum of the Great Depression
Our lives avoided tragedy
Simply by going on and on,
Without end and with little apparent meaning.
Oh, there were storms and small catastrophes.
Simply by going on and on
We managed. No need for the heroic.
Oh, there were storms and small catastrophes.
I don’t remember all the particulars.
We managed. No need for the heroic.
There were the usual celebrations, the usual sorrows.
I don’t remember all the particulars.
Across the fence, the neighbors were our chorus.
There were the usual celebrations, the usual sorrows
Thank god no one said anything in verse.
The neighbors were our only chorus,
And if we suffered we kept quiet about it.
At no time did anyone say anything in verse.
It was the ordinary pities and fears consumed us,
And if we suffered we kept quiet about it.
No audience would ever know our story.
It was the ordinary pities and fears consumed us.
We gathered on porches; the moon rose; we were poor.
What audience would ever know our story?
Beyond our windows shone the actual world.
We gathered on porches; the moon rose; we were poor.
And time went by, drawn by slow horses.
Somewhere beyond our windows shone the world.
The Great Depression had entered our souls like fog.
And time went by, drawn by slow horses.
We did not ourselves know what the end was.
The Great Depression had entered our souls like fog.
We had our flaws, perhaps a few private virtues.
But we did not ourselves know what the end was.
People like us simply go on.
We have our flaws, perhaps a few private virtues,
But it is by blind chance only that we escape tragedy.
And there is no plot in that; it is devoid of poetry.
My parents and many others could testify to the cyclical circular rotation of each passing day of the American Depression. The repetition of lines is a brilliant way to depict the claustrophobic time and the befogged souls of the people.
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“Men at Forty” evokes the elegiac sense of loss that shoots through our lives:
Men at Forty
Men at forty
Learn to close softly
The doors to rooms they will not be
Coming back to.
At rest on a stair landing,
They feel it
Moving beneath them now like the deck of a ship,
Though the swell is gentle.
And deep in mirrors
They rediscover
The face of the boy as he practices tying
His father’s tie there in secret
And the face of that father,
Still warm with the mystery of lather.
They are more fathers than sons themselves now.
Something is filling them, something
That is like the twilight sound
Of the crickets, immense,
Filling the woods at the foot of the slope
Behind their mortgaged houses.
Dressed like a Spanish waiter.
He had the air of someone
Who, because he likes arriving
At all appointments early,
Learns to think himself patient.
I watched him pinch one bloom off
And hold it to his nose–
A connoisseur of roses–
One bloom and then another.
They strewed the earth around him.”
I recall attending a family backyard barbecue in recent years, where a person of thirty-something who had just returned from vacation travel said, in amazement: : “Can you imagine! Nanna and Nonno (grandparents who had owned a bakery in which they worked all their lives as they raised six children)….they never had a vacation!! ” It set me to thinking about that generation, those people. I’ll bet they never pitied themselves for that…I’ll bet they never even thought about it…
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Thank you for your comment. I agree with you, of course. I also think that somewhere down the line when men and women turn forty–or fifty–or eighty–there will be a mighty reckoning. Great poets (and I include you amongst them) help us to survive the onslaught of “mementi mori”. Good poems are like good nourishment for the psyche.
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Thank you so much for this wonderful post.. I haven’t read Donald Justice’s poetry but I will certainly add him to my TBR. These poems are so evocative and his technical skill is impressive.
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Thank you, Ms. Arachne. Poetry makes me see things differently and also opens the shutters of my memory.
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I have never been a big poetry reader but lately I have been picking up poetry texts here and there. I had never heard of Donald Justice but these poems are so moving, I will have to seek out some of his work.
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